btwiamsam:

I want to relapse so bad but I have this small voice in my head reminding me why I stopped. Feeling paralyzed with these thoughts, fighting the urge but craving it so bad..

the-suicide-effect:

“It all starts with not wanting to get out of bed, that’s how you know you’re getting bad again”

whatthehellismylife-blog-blog:

“I’m completely terrified of being like this for the rest of my life.”

— sigh (via wsabe)

castielismycherrypie:

warlocksmith:

hairychikubi:

how the fuck do people just stay motivated their entire lives? what drives you? I got out of bed once and i’ve been exhausted ever since.

You need to learn to hate life to the point where you want to get revenge on existence itself 

Best advice ever

(via whatthehellismylife-blog-blog)

darklucariosblog: